“Don’t think about the past; don’t worry ’bout the future. Just live in the moment.” – Alicia Keys, (Through It All, 2010)
Before this year ends, I would like to express how thankful I am to the people who made me laugh and cry (out of laughter), who have contributed in my growth as a person, who made time to know me instead of judging me, who made me feel loved (even it’s not my worth), who shared their talents, ideas, knowledge, interest, and passion about everything. Words are not enough on how much thankful I am that God has paved the way for us to meet and be together either for a short and long term.
I hope and pray that as this chapter ends, the next year will be filled with strength and perseverance as we all move forward. I wish you may endure whatever obstacles in life you might encounter. As an imperfect person, I cannot promise anything but whenever you need me, please do not hesitate to approach me.
To whoever hates me in whatever reason:
I’ll get this straight — I will not give you the gift of hate. I refuse to hold grudges. If ever I have offended you in any way, please forgive me. And if ever you hate me because you’re just a pure hater, you’re not worth my time. I just thank you for adding up a spice in my life. 🙂
Whoever you are reading right now, I am thankful that you’ve been a part of my 2015. ❤
if that was a good or bad news.
This afternoon, thesis class, we are now asked to come up with our thesis titles (proposals). We were asked to make titles and 4 out of 10 were partially approved. Phew, jeez thank goodness but, it needs to be revised and narrowed. Now, one of my group mates were asked by our professor to be left. Me and my two other group mates were quite worried because… I don’t know, it’s just I am worried.
Minutes later, we were called by our group mate. (the one who was left for the “one-on-one” discussion.) He was running and shouting was like “guys, I have something to tell you!!” and we were like “OMG! WHAT DID SHE TOLD YOU?!”. I got more nervous when my group mate told us to do inhale-exhale shit and so we did and after I said “okay, so what’s that about?” …
“Hey guys, prof _________ told me that we should focus on _______ and ________ because we were the chosen group to compete for the ______,” he said. So I was like “OMG WOW @#$%^&*ASDFGHJKL!! Seriously!?” he said “Yeah but please make this a secret for the mean time” and I said “okay now I don’t know what to do”.
To be honest, I don’t really know what I feel; sort of mixed emotions. I feel extremely happy because that professor sees the potential in us to compete in a nationwide thesis defense that I fail to keep this a secret because of how happy and proud I am. But at the same time, I can feel the pressure because this is surely gonna be a hell of a research and sleepless nights and bombarded with theories and alike. Nevertheless, I am looking on the bright side and no matter what happens, I just hope that we can push this through and prove them that they never fail for choosing us and the hell of a research, sleepless nights and being bombarded with theories is worth the sacrifice.